Autumn Monologue

Oh why can't I be what you need?

A new improved version of me..

But I'm nothing so good..

no, I'm nothing..

Just bones, a lonely ghost burning down songs.. of violence of love and of sorrow..

I beg for just one more tomorrow..

where you hold me down, fold me in..

deep, deep, deep in the heart of your sins..

I break in two over you.. I break in two and each piece of me dies.. And only you can give the breath of life..

But you don't see me, you don't..

Here I'm pinned between darkness and light..

Bleached and blinded by these nights..

where I'm tossing and tortured 'til dawn.. by you, visions of you then you're gone..

The shock bleeds the red from my face.. when I hear someone's taking my place..

How could love be so thoughtless, so cruel?..

When all, all that I did was for you..

I break in two over you.. I break in two and each piece of me dies.. and only you can give the breath of life.. But you don't see me, you don't..

I break in two over you.. over you.....

I break in two.. I would break in two for you.....

Now you see me.. Now you don't..

Now you need me.. Now you don't ...

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Andai ku tahu
Kapan tiba ajalku
Ku akan memohon
Tuhan tolong panjangkan umurku

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Kapan tiba masaku
Ku akan memohon
Tuhan jangan Kau ambil nyawaku

Aku takut
Akan semua dosa dosaku
Aku takut
Dosa yang terus membayangiku

Andai ku tahu
MalaikatMu kan menjemputku
Izinkan aku
Mengucap kata tobat padaMu

Ampuni aku
Dari segala dosa dosaku
Ampuni aku
Menangisku bertobat padaMu

Aku manusia
Yang takut neraka
Namun aku juga
Tak layak di syurga..